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Today is going to be very boring.

I am going to totally finish my applications today and doing the

dishes.

I have just been putting it off because I have been lazy.

All week I won't be home from 6 p.m-8 pm.

I am helping my grandma with Vacation Bible School.

I hope I can go to Dustin's Party Friday because I really want to

go.

That's all for today.

Yesterday Nate came over.

Which was pretty cool, he was pretty nice.

We hung out and watched a movie and played with my cousin's

that seemed to come down for a visit.

It was a surprise I didn't even know they were coming down.

He got to meet my grandma too.

I was very surprised when he gave her a hug.

I was like woah all my friends usually think she’s annoying.

We were on the computer fucking with people it was funny as

hell.

Then when Nate left I told my sister that he liked her and she

actually believed me which was funny as hell.

Then I called Kev when he got home and talked to him for a good

while until I got tired and went to bed.

Fridays concert was awesome!!

I am glad I got my dad to take me.

I hung out with Kevin again. It was very nice.

I enjoyed his company.

I hung out with all my friends Marty, Charlotte, Roxxann, Dustin, and Kiki.

The red dawn was awesome...

I brought Kevin a black leather collar necklace with spikes to wear.

I then named him my bitch. I was like why have one bitch when you can

 have more!

I saw my ex there and Mandy.

I really don't hate Mandy just Shawn after what he done to me.

I am never going to forgive him for what he did.

I cut up my very last picture of him and me last night.

Well anyway. I saw him and I wanted to kick his ass but didn't.

Haha what was really funny was Steve Jacobs from the red Dawn was

dancing in front of me haha.

Then me and Kev walked up to Richie's window and found him sitting

there and we all walked back to Cool Beans.

When I got back inside I named Richie Bitch 2 and Kiki Bitch 3!

Kev was being nice and was going to buy me a Pepsi but Kiki gave it to

 me for Free.

I was all like sweet! Thanks Kiki!!

Then Kiki pulled me onto the dance floor and we were dancing all crazy

and Kev was laughing at me.

Then after it closed Kev ,Ritchie and me were hanging outside.

We got up on top of the stage outside.

I was really wet.

We started having a water fight kicking water at each other.

Then we walked around out in front of cool beans.

I had my arm around Kev and Richie.

I'm a pimpette Bitch!

I had a really awesome time on Friday.

Feelings indescribable

Happiness better than ever

Life lost without you

Friendship never ending

Memories forgot restored new

Being with you precious

Dreams of holding you

Love forbidden

Caring so much

Heart beats again

Found once more

Freedom of chains

Life without you meaningless

Darkness barely there

Light breaking through

Thoughts hidden

Urges stopped

Strong control

Past painful betrayal

you bring all the happiness